how wonderful hindsight can be?

Hindsight can be a really wonderful thing isn't it? The thought of turning back time when everything that went wrong is not a result of destiny but traces back to your own undoing. You wish desperately it is only a bad dream and you will awake wiping away the cold sweat that forms on your head and silently praise, "its only a bad dream".

Reality can be so cruel. If you can live your life again, what would you change? Plenty for me. Would I get a chance to relive my life again? I pray deeply into the night, hoping and wishing.. that it isn't too late after all.

I will be a better man if I can emerge from this crisis. I pray for a final chance. Please..