2nd day of cny

Oh no.. this year my ang pao collections was pathetic.. dint really collect much and i need alot for my trip. sigh.. today i got 2 angpaos but in e end, its not even enuff to cover my expenses as i bought food for my parents and frog's family. feel embarrashed cos his mom quite nice to me so i guess wana buy her something to eat. lil wld i know she dont take prata. tough luck..

Tml i would need to work at thai village again.. full shift! stinks.. okae.. alot of ppl must be thinking im a whiner cos i seems to complain at every sentence.. hmmm.. thats the way i am so dont need to take it too seriously k? =)

Went ktv with frog, joan and joan's cousin's bf(weird rite?). goshh.. that guy can sing.. a lil action packed at times but he CAN sing. went to ms gan's place in the morning and chatted with ken yong and augustine. actually augustine is really a nice guy. i guess i jus dint know him in the past.

Joan gave me a scarf to bring over. e 2nd one i recieved since i gotten 1 from QQ. actually i feel really bad towards QQ. she is a very nice person and really seems to like me like some others in the past. however i jus cant accept her. after what i had in the past, the next ger in my life really does need to be very special to take over the importance of my past.. its jus too bad they came after my ex.. i really cant accept anyone if i still feel my ex is better rite?

Saw 2 movies ydae. 1 was "im not stupid 2" with QQ and "fearless" with tk. did something exceedingly stupid. was on the train to tampines to meet tk and suddenly mom called me and ask if i have locked the door. diaoz.. that was when im at somerset alr! shrugs.. i seems to have this mental prob.. i know deep inside i have locked it but still i fear so guess wat? i took the opp train and went home to see if the damn door is lock(which obviously it is..). i think this is a huge prob and should it escalate, i may even need some medical attention.. =(

First day of CNY

Once again its CNY. this year as usual, im feeling bored and bothersome. however i guess this yr is still better than last. last yr was painful and extremely lonely to me. but guess its history. the new yr start on a good note thou.

Have you heard the news that God is back at anfield? yeap.. Robbie is back!! i miss him sooo much.. was gutted when he was offloaded to leeds but now the move has gone full cycle. he is back where he belong and he should not leave in the first place.. that cisse is so hateful. ugly hairstyle, lousy attitude and ohh not to mention his so called finishing skills... too painful to watch.. but now its going to be different. God is indeed back. Liverpool's new no 11 is going to make critics eat their words.. he is my hero. alwayz score against those dastardly manure players. now thats wayyy cool.. who need mortals like cisse when we got god on our side?

Last nite i went to work at thai restaurant. It was chaotic. understaffed and too huge crowd make it a very busy night for me.. was deployed to be a runner and i was frantically running around but afterwards alot of ppl claim i'm a superb worker. of cos! im alwayz noted for my tenacity.. hahaa but i still got 5 more stupid days to work there.. sigh..

Chatted online with lousy pole last night. He was his usual self.. petty and obstinate and not to mention more full of himself than me! hahaa thats a tough act to cut but he did it. he bettered me in becoming a true blue narccissit. i must hasten to add that he is a very nice person. charming in his own way and my best buddy beyond the shores of singapore. and i miss his company alot. he was the one which makes last sem at smu bearable. he was fun to hang around with thou he still remain a lousy drinker thou he will definitely say im a bad drinker cos i alwiz drink in 1 shot rather den slowly slip the drink.. he is jus like that.. full of excuses but i forgive him.

its like 8 more days or so to poland? im having mixed feelings.. the canopy of feelings is contradicting. on one hand, i so badly wana leave but on the other hand, im not too sure. but hopefully this are all bull that once i had that first sip of polish vodka while in the company of gorgeous polish babes, my hestitations will be gone. Czesc Polska.

Okae im going to go to my aunt's hse alone to pray to my late grandma. later watching show with QQ and TK. 2 shows to watch tonite. No choice too many ppl wana ask me out. thats what u get from being too popular.. hahaa.. ciaozz.

First entry

Okae this is my SECOND attempt at starting a blog due to last night failure. try to start a blog in xanga but apparantly its tougher there.. i posted some pics and do not know where it landed up.. sharks. thus yv told me to use blogger as its more idiot proof(insinuating im idiotic.. nice try..). nevertheless i shall jus try using this and see if it indeed makes my life easier.. =)

Right.. must be thinking im jumping into the wagon by starting a blog. i guess im not a trailblazer in the stuffs i do but i always wanted to have a dairy tat depicts and write down the happenings of my life. moreover i got lots of fans clamouring for a blog to be set up so they can quench their insatiable appetite of my life's occurences when im in a far away land-poland. okae okae.. im getting narcissist here but hey its my blog right? hahaa alrite im living in denial now.. i guess the only person going to miss me are my parents. that too cos i be spending alot of their moonies.. sharks. life stinks..

some people blog for frame. some as a form of memoirs. some to adverstise themselves or certain products/ services while others just want their friends to understand the ongoing events of their lifes. as for me, im really unsure yet. this is my virgin attempt at blogging and hence the direction for my blog is still unclear. 1 thing for sure is, i hope this blog is going to be intimate. for me to write my inner feelings, for my friends to understand my life and most importantly for me to reflect in years to come. hey i guess i jus set a direction. coolz...

actually i got lots to write. i guess some of my frens know why i wana go for exchange. i used it as a form of escapism as a form of closure. and i really dont like smu. the cold hard campus(fine.. all campuses are hard but u get the point), the aloofness of people, the grade chasers merchenaries.., the A*JC bimbos(not all so dont start shouting at me.. and i admit some r really pretty), the very expensive food and finally those A+ and A which i seems to have not much affinity with and also certain memories.. many yrs(2 in fact) ago, i got a choice to go nus arts. for the so called sake of my future, i plunge for smu and reject nus thou (1) nus is my fav uni, (2) nus got hostel, (3) arts got NO maths and (4) arts girls are pretty. i pretty much think this is 1 of the most tragic choice i have taken in my life though there are seriously alot of things i wish i dint have done..

as i write this, i got infact ard 9 more days to go b4 i leave for poland. days of parties, booze, snow and caucasian girls. and now thats cool! i pretty much imagine poland to be an utopian country and hopefully my hopes are vindicated when i reach there. and you my frens will have fresh updates(provided im sober) on my life there. i will miss the food here.. the family.. and lots of ppl like my regular study mate- tk(1 of those obsessed with GRADES, muscles and fotos), ms urine for her stubborn and "i know everything best cos im ms urine" attitude (but she is actually nice and not as ugly as i profess her to be), family and certain individuals whom i shall not named for various reasons. i guess you should know if your the one i will miss but please dont get all ur hopes up.. hahaa.

alritez thats a lot of post for my maiden blog entry. may this be the first of many that i will upload. whether this boom into a blog i keep updating or frizzle out in times to come, depends on you - my dear response. as we all know from econs, if there is a demand for my bloggings, there will be a supply. (",)

Psst. I miss the lousy pole-kuba and the cool drinking pole-bartek tremendously. wait for me guys..