Updates on my life
Being a long time since i last blog.. time had being a real rare commodity for me. school, competition, work, going out with friends and trying to meet girls had being a real test for me. trying to balance everything and excel in it seems to be a improbable task. still i survive and share my experiences with you.
School. tough. real tough. this sem i havent even settled on my project group members yet. consumer behaviour module is turning out to be a bitch.. the group members seem ok but its like a headless group as there is no leader. i dont wana assume the mandate to lead. i guess i just wana spend my remaining time in school in peace.. cute ger had deserted our team as her friends are joining the class and she is forming group with her. im kinda pissed but she pacified me by inviting me for movie. im easily contented aniwae..
Work. ok. no time to really go into it. managed to close ms gan i think. so not bad. however one orphan client whom i think would buy from me, had second thoughts thus no deal. too bad.. i spent significant time on him and.... oh well in this line before the client signs on the dotted line, its still to early to count your chickens..
Competition. suffered a debiltating loss to nus and ntu. nus's loss hits me hard. i really played very badly. wished the whole floor will swallow me up.. played better against ntu but against such an accomplished team, a win is just impossible to achieve. to conclude. 2 huge losses..
Love. or the lack of it. tried dating a few girls i guess. the feelings are not special. maybe its due to the severe shortage of time i have or i still pine for her in a corner in my heart. her meaning my dream girl and not my ex. but i will let that dream rest. its never going to materialise. out of my league so let it be out of my mind soon..
All in all though i b being bitching about the chronic lack of time, i am actually quite blissful in this situation. this alleviates my loneliness and negates my pining to be loved. under the mantle of such compelling activities, i seem to forgotten about my desire to be loved and love again. or have i really forgotten?
School. tough. real tough. this sem i havent even settled on my project group members yet. consumer behaviour module is turning out to be a bitch.. the group members seem ok but its like a headless group as there is no leader. i dont wana assume the mandate to lead. i guess i just wana spend my remaining time in school in peace.. cute ger had deserted our team as her friends are joining the class and she is forming group with her. im kinda pissed but she pacified me by inviting me for movie. im easily contented aniwae..
Work. ok. no time to really go into it. managed to close ms gan i think. so not bad. however one orphan client whom i think would buy from me, had second thoughts thus no deal. too bad.. i spent significant time on him and.... oh well in this line before the client signs on the dotted line, its still to early to count your chickens..
Competition. suffered a debiltating loss to nus and ntu. nus's loss hits me hard. i really played very badly. wished the whole floor will swallow me up.. played better against ntu but against such an accomplished team, a win is just impossible to achieve. to conclude. 2 huge losses..
Love. or the lack of it. tried dating a few girls i guess. the feelings are not special. maybe its due to the severe shortage of time i have or i still pine for her in a corner in my heart. her meaning my dream girl and not my ex. but i will let that dream rest. its never going to materialise. out of my league so let it be out of my mind soon..
All in all though i b being bitching about the chronic lack of time, i am actually quite blissful in this situation. this alleviates my loneliness and negates my pining to be loved. under the mantle of such compelling activities, i seem to forgotten about my desire to be loved and love again. or have i really forgotten?
posted by david at 12:02 AM
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