Test, project and smu

Its back... the days grew darker.. the place gradually filed out of people.. more and more walk away from these all.. the place became quieter. silence filled the air only interrupted by the constant churning of the air conditioned. it started to get eerie..

There are some remaining souls from this whole hurly burly.. this tustling and grappling with your inner selves. some couples look wistfully into each other and begin to walk slowly towards darkness. they disappeared into the safe cover of darkness not long later..

I begin to flip through the pages starting at a canter then rapidly tearing at the pages furiously.. no time left.. im still stuck in school revising.. back from poland, straight to the frying pan.. IE test tmr..

Project >> isnt it amazing some people can be friends but never do work or projects together? those bad habits begin to rear its head.. u start getting exasperated when the devil's advocate fired off a comment laced with venom. scrowling and sneering at you as if u just ditch her and boast to the whole world your conquest of her and her bed performance, it hits you to think that perhaps 4 weeks ago, your still chummy with each other? work, pressure and grades bring out the monster in each and every of us. for me i would willingly fuck the grades to continue have a wonderful group where u can solve the probs tog and support each other..

SMU is really a bullshit school aint it? creating a hype and boasting about its achievement, i fear it would turn into a fab real soon.. the quality of education is bullshit. i dont feel intellectually stimulated at all. the only good thing is that it forces u to work in an environment where friends turn into foes but yet u have to grind it thru all. just like the office politics in the worklife. perhaps thats what make u so valuable.. i have decidede. smu dont roxs at all.. on the contrary it stinks... period.