battle cry

Life is hectic. my life is hectic. yanz life is hectic. frog's life is hectic. clar's life too. plus endless smu muggers' life.. its as if u r chasing for an end. but is there an end? will there be an end? when it seems that u have reached ur destination, it seems to start from square one again.

You get smack to where u came from and the whole cycle repeats. will you find peace? will you find bliss? will you ever find back your soul? your freedom? i doubt there will be an end to this all. the hustle bustle of life. the stress of work. the burning ambition to achieve something, to fulfill something.

You get suck along this maddening quest to find that elusive goal. comforting yourself all will end soon and you will find back yourself. allaying your niggling fears that all these work, these stress, these "pulling out your freaking hair", "screaming at that farker who stood in your way" will be worth it. all these caffeine you piled yourself with will be rewarded. will you?

I dont know if its worth it. but i know its life. no wails, no sobs are necessary or useful. the world will never stop spinning for me or you. its either you continue this rat race, this quest or you get left behind, get forgotten.. im not going to do that. i used to be satisfied with a normal hdb, normal saloon car lifestyle. not anymore. if life is a game, a fight and a quest, ultimately i must and will be victorious!

Towards the path of glory i march on. to new frontiers i seek!