2 girls on my thoughts
Urine asked me to update my blog.. i thought long and hard about it but nothing comes to mind. i calm down and wonder again.. what interesting activities or occurence that might be of juicy bits to readers? still no luck... i delved into it deeper.. ahhhh.. something did happen..
I chatted with char few days back. not to be confuse by pretty face clar, its charmaine i conversed with the other day. its as if nothing change about her. the bubbly personality, the chirpy self, the replies in jest.. seems to turn back time to u know that fated two years back. only of cos she was then MY gf but she is someone's else partner now.
No no.. im not about to retreat into my shell again and grieve over what could have been. the incessant whining had ceased. the tear glands are no long operational. the memories while distinct, is slowly losing its importance. the feelings? tough qn but no im not like craving her return but i do think of her. but guess its a mixture of loneliness coupled with a lock in memory mechanism that forces me to still lament over that fateful day.
Im not really missing her per se. just talking to her is like a breath of fresh air. but she is living well. thats all that matter. anyway the heart had long stop beating for her.
Ok now moving on to another girl. Clar. the IT girl of the moment. i do not know if she be reading this but here goes. this is a girl that is simply irrestible to guys if u look at her face. really sweet, really pretty. her voice can melt the most hardened soul's heart.
However its funny how much contradicting feelings a guy might have for her. outlook wise she scores DAMN high. princess like, doeful eyes, black long (reasonably though its longer prev apparantly) hair, pale pink lips.. get the idea?
Beyond this facade, hides a girl that is both mystifying and endearing me all the same. brutally blunt, she can and will (if she wants to), chip away at ur self confidence and gnaw on ur sensitive soul. you get pissed. temperature rising, u swore to yourself "i will not bother with her again." but something about her snatches at you. force u to rethink. is this jus a front she is putting up to fend away from the incessant attentions she is recieving? is it just work related blues? etc etc..
You soften. take a look at her pic, your anger subside further. u rationalise irrationally(oxymoronic i konw), someone that looks so angelic couldnt be that unreasonable. get to know her better. chip away at that cold frosty exterior. who knows what you may find? who knows u might find a girl who not only look as good as an angel, but behaves like one too??
Do such perfection exists? if it does, will it falls for a mortal like me? who knows? i know weirder things happen in life. i wander into far fetched fantasy where everyone lives happily ever after.
I chatted with char few days back. not to be confuse by pretty face clar, its charmaine i conversed with the other day. its as if nothing change about her. the bubbly personality, the chirpy self, the replies in jest.. seems to turn back time to u know that fated two years back. only of cos she was then MY gf but she is someone's else partner now.
No no.. im not about to retreat into my shell again and grieve over what could have been. the incessant whining had ceased. the tear glands are no long operational. the memories while distinct, is slowly losing its importance. the feelings? tough qn but no im not like craving her return but i do think of her. but guess its a mixture of loneliness coupled with a lock in memory mechanism that forces me to still lament over that fateful day.
Im not really missing her per se. just talking to her is like a breath of fresh air. but she is living well. thats all that matter. anyway the heart had long stop beating for her.
Ok now moving on to another girl. Clar. the IT girl of the moment. i do not know if she be reading this but here goes. this is a girl that is simply irrestible to guys if u look at her face. really sweet, really pretty. her voice can melt the most hardened soul's heart.
However its funny how much contradicting feelings a guy might have for her. outlook wise she scores DAMN high. princess like, doeful eyes, black long (reasonably though its longer prev apparantly) hair, pale pink lips.. get the idea?
Beyond this facade, hides a girl that is both mystifying and endearing me all the same. brutally blunt, she can and will (if she wants to), chip away at ur self confidence and gnaw on ur sensitive soul. you get pissed. temperature rising, u swore to yourself "i will not bother with her again." but something about her snatches at you. force u to rethink. is this jus a front she is putting up to fend away from the incessant attentions she is recieving? is it just work related blues? etc etc..
You soften. take a look at her pic, your anger subside further. u rationalise irrationally(oxymoronic i konw), someone that looks so angelic couldnt be that unreasonable. get to know her better. chip away at that cold frosty exterior. who knows what you may find? who knows u might find a girl who not only look as good as an angel, but behaves like one too??
Do such perfection exists? if it does, will it falls for a mortal like me? who knows? i know weirder things happen in life. i wander into far fetched fantasy where everyone lives happily ever after.
posted by david at 11:25 PM
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