facets of life

Have u wonder why do good guys finish last? no matter what girls claim about the attractiveness of snags and metrosexual, in the end i think its all bullshit. alpha male are still in vogue and look likely to remain so. fair enough as girls get older, their mentality might shift and begin to appreciate such guys. however in this context it seems to badder u r, the more chicks u dig.

I am not always such a nice guy to all girls. not surprisingly, those i ill-treated sticks to me and remained at my beck and call. u think someone like me who had it the hard way will learn to appreciate them right? on the contrary i dont. take them for granted and ask them out when im bored.

Shouted at them for being late, keep out a fuss for their occasional indifferences, staying aloof if they did something against my wishes. to surmise, i was a bastard. guess what? girls flocked to me. seemingly charm out of their wits by my oh sooo dastardly ways. is this kharma i wondered aloud.

Is there reasons to be sad when you never ever own anything? i dont know. the burning sensation in your heart scream for a reprieve. signs of a weak male. i know. i admit and i say it now. if being overly concern and sensitive is a crime, sue me. i awaits for the sentence on me.

Being a wuss? Guilty as charged. Sentence? more loneliness and piles of misery. Avenues for appeal? None.

I sink back into oblivion.