in school at 4.15am

It reads 4.15am on the clock and im still in school. strangly im still pretty energized for this timing. my exams are on sat and i remain unmotivated. geesh.. when you know u got 4 months of break (minusing work time) ahead of u, how can u even stay motivated? i know its the final sprint, the last hurdle but yet..

Just had a chat with greta. great feelings.. sana told me she be coming over to spore soon. thats wonderful tidings. i miss them so much. be pretty fun to bring sana around and aso intro her that special canuck of mine.. both from the same town and uni but dont know each other.. apparantly their uni is school to 30000 undergrads. thats like 6 SMUs to put in perspective.

Im not going to china for internship anymore. guess QQ is none the please with it. i do feel guilty in some sense but she has to understand that the internship is for her own future. i shdnt play a part in the decision making process. guess i will make the trip with her to gz as a form of saying sorry and also touring around abit. should be fun to see peipei and robin will be going to gz with his parents around that time. be nice to catch up. lets see how.

1 hour plus more to go before the train starts to run. i have to stay strong.. i will.. a long sleep awaits me when i get home anyway.

missing her.