bdae
long time since i last blog.. being very busy with work. but thats good. money is a very valuable commodity dat i seems to lack now though. it seems tat once i got back spore, i really got no mood or stuffs to blog about. my daily activities seems pretty mundane that im like thinking who would wana read about actually?
i just came back from a chalet. went to cj's 21st bdae chalet at down town east. had a pretty good time and was drinking rather heavily. it does bring back memories of those hardcore drinking sessions in warsaw that seems so far back though its less than 3 weeks since im back. i being sinking back into the lifestyle here-the singapore way and time is flying pass me in a flash. it seems almost surreal that not too long ago i was thinking about how it will be like in europe and now im already back and settling in well.
fri was in fact my bdae. i was surprised that so many ppl sms me to wish me happy bdae. ppl like tricia, daphne, spencer, joanne, weicai etc msged me to wish me. many more did so likewise but these are the ppl im like not expecting at all since how can they rem my bdae? i cant rem any of theirs for sure... it could be my date is easily registered in the mind or simply they are more sincere than me ba.. however i pride myself as being a sincere friend. oh well.. birthdates n numbers are not my forte. i alwiz rem my gfs' bdae only and thats aso out of obligation. after we break, i cease to rem...
i dint do anything special for my bdae. went to work for the first time at synovate. its actually pretty simple job but the pay isnt extremely attractive. im like earning $6.50/hr. it beats though staying at home. low income is certainly better den no income. after tat i went for vball session and really enjoy myself alot. finally i conclude my 25th bdae with a movie (superman). went to yishun 10 with urine n frog. low key affair but im not into bdaes nowadays so it hardly matters. to be honest however i do wish to spend it with someone i love.. i never had a simple, romantic bdae celebration with any of my gfs and the drought seems determined to continue..
as i age further, i felt less inclined to find a gf. i mean i WANT to find one but the urgency to land one dat seems to pressing in the past, has weirdly desserted me. it seems that it is no longer the numero uno of my concern but money or career seems more dominant in my thoughts. i fear. i fear that im turning into another xu xiao pian who seemingly had no sense of her own age and is still completely oblivious to the need to get a bf.. thats a scary thought.. being left on the shelf but she is totally at ease with it.. hmm.. my bdae wish is she find someone she love and who loves her back. maybe mk can do dat role but she is just too critical.. sigh.
i just came back from a chalet. went to cj's 21st bdae chalet at down town east. had a pretty good time and was drinking rather heavily. it does bring back memories of those hardcore drinking sessions in warsaw that seems so far back though its less than 3 weeks since im back. i being sinking back into the lifestyle here-the singapore way and time is flying pass me in a flash. it seems almost surreal that not too long ago i was thinking about how it will be like in europe and now im already back and settling in well.
fri was in fact my bdae. i was surprised that so many ppl sms me to wish me happy bdae. ppl like tricia, daphne, spencer, joanne, weicai etc msged me to wish me. many more did so likewise but these are the ppl im like not expecting at all since how can they rem my bdae? i cant rem any of theirs for sure... it could be my date is easily registered in the mind or simply they are more sincere than me ba.. however i pride myself as being a sincere friend. oh well.. birthdates n numbers are not my forte. i alwiz rem my gfs' bdae only and thats aso out of obligation. after we break, i cease to rem...
i dint do anything special for my bdae. went to work for the first time at synovate. its actually pretty simple job but the pay isnt extremely attractive. im like earning $6.50/hr. it beats though staying at home. low income is certainly better den no income. after tat i went for vball session and really enjoy myself alot. finally i conclude my 25th bdae with a movie (superman). went to yishun 10 with urine n frog. low key affair but im not into bdaes nowadays so it hardly matters. to be honest however i do wish to spend it with someone i love.. i never had a simple, romantic bdae celebration with any of my gfs and the drought seems determined to continue..
as i age further, i felt less inclined to find a gf. i mean i WANT to find one but the urgency to land one dat seems to pressing in the past, has weirdly desserted me. it seems that it is no longer the numero uno of my concern but money or career seems more dominant in my thoughts. i fear. i fear that im turning into another xu xiao pian who seemingly had no sense of her own age and is still completely oblivious to the need to get a bf.. thats a scary thought.. being left on the shelf but she is totally at ease with it.. hmm.. my bdae wish is she find someone she love and who loves her back. maybe mk can do dat role but she is just too critical.. sigh.
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