departures of more friends

Sarah and me...

nils

Matthius

Bret, stephanie and taylor

Greta and hillary

As of now, all the americans are gone or should i say most of them are gone. only patrick who is doing his internship, claire who is from erasmus program and maybe taylor is left. its a sad moment truly.. jus saw bret to the taxi and greta left at 5.30 this morning. was abit lazy to wake up to send her off but am glad i did. she and bret will be someone i be missing too..

Speaking of missing, i guess i will miss a couple of germans when im back. they be leaving mostly on the 9th next week. botermann, nils, matthius-2nd floor, lucy and sarah.. i will be missing all of them. boterman has been one of my closest friend here. he will be solely missed.. nils is a good natured chap. he will be missed.. matthius i swear i the funniest man alive with his goofness and silly antics. he will be missed. sarah... sarah will be missed terribly..

Now it stuck me that i be leaving in 22days time. i cant help reminisce the first time in warsaw was snowing and kuba and bartek were at the airport to send me off. i dint know many people. now that im starting to know more and more people, the time to depart has arrived. this is sad but its a facet of life that we must deal with. meeting, acquaintanceship and departures are part and parcel of life. sad it may be, this is how it was and how it will continue be.

Suddenly im not so gungho and eager to leave. yes im dying to get back. to dig into my plate of sumptous nasi lemak, to hold jolene up and play with her, to start earning money again, to see my parents, to be even warm again.. but this place is where i call my home for the last 4-5months. it will be a heavy heart that im leaving this place.

I doubt i will be back. even if im back, i guess the circumstances will have changed. i wont see most if not all of the erasmus students. the mood and atmosphere will change. but as i say, its a fact of life. i will deal with it.. tough it may be..