Tuesday, June 13, 2006

more departures

my lappie is under virus attack so i cant log on as often but need to depend on others to lend me theirs if i am lucky.. sigh.. was thinking of going to repair it but then again im leaving in less than 2 wks so maybe i should jus wait till i got back den i will send to cit for repair. its free anyway. but i bought an external harddisk to transfer my pics and songs. cost me 300pln for 40gb. more ex than sim lim but guess i have no choice..

went to find christine for the last time. together with some more french, marcos and daniela, we went to sphinx to eat. after that we went to lemon. i always enjoy my time with christine. she is sweet and seriously nice to chat with. after that i went to her flat with the rest cos she said she wana chat with me more. she made me promise we will keep in touch and i wont forget her. i wont. she is coming to china to walk for a year. maybe we can jus see each other more. im missing her already.

went to bolek(place at park) to watch czech vs usa. czech won 3-0. went to u swekja for quite possibly the last time of my life.. had unsprisingly a snitzel and i polished it off with some difficulties. future visitors of warsaw, do urself a favour. pls visit this restaurant. its good and inexpensive with good ambience.

after that i make my way to underground club. went there as thominator said its his last night with me(i got exam on wed so i wont go out on tues nite and after that im leaving for ketzyn and when im back, he be gone).. its also my last night clubbing with cp. he is leaving tml.. i had wanted to go vienna with him but i guess i cant afford that.. despite my dad asking me to go ahead if i really want, i should not keep taking their money. anyway vienna will be a place i wana visit with my love one.. its a romantic setting so i should be back.

this is depressing and im slowly getting numb from it all. remembered i set up this blog for the exchange program. now it is ending soon. winter had given way to summer. strangers had bonded into close buddies. friendships are forged that hopefully can stand the dastardly test of time.

when i come back on fri, i wont be able to go to room 114 to find cp or botermann anymore. when i stepped into my room, there would no longer be a french there. when i think of christine, i do so with the knowledge she is thousands of kms away. when i walked back into sabinki, it would be a heavy heart. i knew the end would be tough but i did not envisage it to be this tough. thankfully there are so many people worth missing back in spore so even though i close this eventful chapter of my life, i do so with the knowledge that another hopefully better and brighter stage of my life is just beginning to unfold. this is not the end. this is the start. the start of a brand new me.

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